im mad, if u couldnt tell...

but idk what im mad boutt.
maybe cuz i havent heard from him in so long.
@ least, it feels like a long time, even though its only been like, 2 days...
maybe its b/c we had plans to go see a movie, but somebody didnt come through on their part.
i shouldnt be so dependent, but was tht just bad timing, or is it always gonna be like this?
am i ever gonna be able to count on him??

ASDFGHJKL;'
its too hard to deal with.
maybe i should just, stay mad at him...
even though i really dont want to
maybe nothing was ever meant to happen, although thats so hard to believe, from the messages
whateverr. 
i should get his side of the story, but if he's not gonna talk to me, how am i supposed to get it??
im not waiting forever
its been long enough.

Ok so I was playin PlayStation2, and it was a James Bond game, and my cousin Beth was in it, and there was this trench they were sitting by. So I handed James Bond this weird tablet thing, and he put it into some weird chemicals in a test tube. 

Then I was like "What're you doin wit that?" 

Then he was like "It's a catalyst for a volcanic eruption," and he poured the stuff into the trench, which really turned out to be a volcano. 

Then Beth was trying to get away from the lava, but she got carried away by it and died. 

Then James ran really fast and did all these cool stunts, and hid behind a brick pillar where the lava couldn't reach him. 

But Beth was dead; not just in the game, but in real life as well....it was like that game where the people are there and when their character dies in the game, they actually die. 

So I was freaking out. 

Then that night...my friend alex and I went to this party thing, and when I told her what happened, she started to HATE me. She just completely ignored me and hated me. So I was gonna call my mom to pick me up, but I didnt have my phone with me. So I had to borrow alex's.

So I walked outside to call her (it was too noisy inside) and she sed she'd come get me. So I hung up and walked back inside. But when I walked back inside, I was at my house. Then all of a sudden I was at Beth's house (shes still dead). Then I had to tell all of them what happened. 

Then Beth's brother Greg said "Well did u save the game after she died?" 

Then I remembered what happened. I had just shut the PlayStation off w/out saving, because I was so scared she actually died. So I ran back to the PlayStation and turned it back on, loaded the game again, and BETH WAS STILL THERE!!! Then I ran back to her house. and I saw her brother and two of my cousins were walking out of the forest she got carried away into.  

So I ran to them and was like "Where's Beth?"

They were like "Shes back at the house already" So I ran back, and Beth was putting her suitcase down, while....wearing a...er...man suit. So she ran to me like nothing had ever happened. It was like I was just getting to her house, and she was so happy to see me. 

Then I woke up.

All my life, I've been trying to get my point across; write something to make my readers think.

But this is a bit of a challenge, considering I've been a pen with no ink. Like Ariel without her voice; I can scream and yell all I want, but only one thing comes out.

Silence.

How am I supposed to get my message across? Especially if no one is willing to listen. Maybe I'm trapped within a sound-proof room; Inside I'm screaming my heart out for help, but nobody can hear me. Whether they want to or not, nothing is heard.

Only silence. 

A cloudless sky means it's all clear. Like I can see my future; it's dead ahead. I try running, hoping I'll get there faster. I'm still nowhere near my destination. My legs refuse to run. Clearly, I want to grow up. Clearly, I'm dreaming of a better life. Clearly I want to make that happen. But clearly, I need to take my time; enjoy these years whlie I can.